hay s waks..........ngun ku lng n-updte lhat i2!!!ngun lng aku ult nkpnta d2 s offce e!!!nging bz d past few days e!!!ayun......umm......kbd3p!!!gurl me 2day!!!kaasr!!!!!!!im not comfy!!!epal tlga!!!shit!!!wahahahah!!!umm...ayun...d2 lng nmn me e...mdyo slipy n....rmi me iniisp e....ayun...cge n...slip mna me....



~!May 12!~

umm.....wel 2day......mdyo bangag prin!!!!epal!!!may ppnthn p nmn aku ngun....wel..2day kc...may despdida party kmi 4 ja....surprse nga e....wel...ayun...asa celeb me tumamby....nanuod ng training....ng tv,...mga 7+ n ku pmnta s hauz nla ja....hay grbe!!!bez day of my lyf!!!may iykan..twnan....pnu b nmn kc....nkta ku ult ung mga frenz ku s st. stphn!!!sya sbra!!!prng reunion kso konti nga lng...wahah...pro sya....mdyo mrmi-rmi n rn kmi e....wahhaha...gulo!!!!bsta!!!msya!!!mga 11 me nkuwi e....d me pnygan ni mom mgovrnyt!!!kbd3p!!!aalis n c ja s satrday 10pm....sna mkta ku p xa ult....ayun.....pguwi....umiyk ult me.....i thnk my mom kc pnygan nya ku mkpnta dun...tska....im remnsng d gud old tyms nmin ni ja...........at ng HAYOP kong EX!!!!!ayun!!!as usual!!!iyk prin ng iyk!!!


~!May 11!~

hay........i2 aku........nmmga ang mga mta!!!fuck tlga!!!tangina!!!!shit!!!umm...lam na ni papa ed na ala kmi....wel actually c diane and papa ed ang mga npgsbhan ku......ayun.....msakt.....shit tlga!!!hir i go agn!!!d tumtgil s kkiyak!!!!khit anu p sbhin nla gn2 prin aku!!!fuck!!!damn tlga!!!NDI XA WORHTIT!!!!tangina nya!!!



~!May 10!~

election day!!!umm....ngbadmnton kmi nla papa sa may tutubn...mga 11-12 ung bookng nmin.,...msya nmn,....ksma cla ins e....umm...rmi tao e!!!pro oks lng...umm..aftr nun....umwi pra kmain den phnga...cla a-e tska achi bumto ng mga hapn n....c mom asa divsria..may trbho!!!umm.,...ngkausp kmi ni mike....at npaiyk aku....shit a!!!wel...dis day...nkpgbrk n ku sknya!!!may nsbi c mike n it mde me realze n lokhn n pla......gaguhn nlng.......gnun nlng un......wel.......shit xa!!!d ku xa kailngn!!!damn!!!sakt sbra pro ta2nggpn ku!!!tarantado xa!!!!epal!!!bwist!!!gggrrrr!!!rmi p nmn iba dyn e!!!kso ngpktangga lng aku sknya!!!



~!May 09!~

umm...the day b4 elction!!!grbe d ku n msydo n-updte i2ng tabuls ku!!!pnu kc!!!cra fone nmin s bhay!!!!epal c dad e!!!ndi bnyran on due date kya ayun!!!pn2lan kmi as usual!!!ggrrrrr!!!umm....ngbadmnton nnmn kmi ni mom dun s may skul.....umm...den umwi ult kmi....tpz tska kmi pmnta ng oro....mga 12 n kmi nkuwi e...kc pn-spa p ni achi cla a-e tska mom....gift nya sknla....ayun.,..may party nnmn on d odr syd of d road...as usual...andun nnmn aku!!!wahhahaha!!!may namit aku....heheqt xa kso no pwd....wahahha...un lng.....



~!May 08!~

umm....xmpre d sme old routine......8-9am badminton sa st.james....den hntad c mom s mrt...tpz umwi ult pra mgays ng mga gamt den lu2was n kmi...pnta kmi oro kc may lakd kmi nla angela s may dasma village....pmnta kmi s hauz ni rina bautista....bday kc ng anak nya...ayun...oks lng....ho gia sbra!!!may stall dun s bhay nla ng potato cornr, cotton candy, ice cream...tska mern p isa e...d ku lam ung twag...hehetpz may parlor dun....tpz nmmgay cla ng earings...ung mga dangglng n earings ung mga uso...ayun...nu p b....sya sbra kc may nkila2 aku..wahahhaqt...kso...bsta....d xa type ku!!wahahha!!umm...l8 nrin aku nkuwi e....



~!May 07!~

bday nya!!!umm...tnxt ku lng xa tpz ngbntay aku ng aking pnkmmhal na niece s hauz nmin s qc...asa batangas kc mom nya kya kmi ni achi ngbanty kay angela....behve nmn xa....msya.....hehe
Posted by jesca on May 12, 2004 at 05:53 PM | Add a Comment
bd3p!!!sbra!!!tangina c achi!!!potah!!!sumsbra n ung tbas ng dila nya e!!!pucha nmn kc e!!!gago tlga un!!!sbhin b nmn dw sakn n kdugo ku dw tlga mga tee!!!pucha!!!!tangina!!!d ku xa kailngn!!!bwist!!!leche xa s buhy ku!!!pro mbait un pg may kailngn sakn e!!!isa p un!!!hayp!!!takte!!!hals lhat nsbi ku n e!!!hhahahahahah!!!kbd3p tlga!!!bti nga npglan ku p srli ku e!!!mntik n kmi mgawy tlga nu!!!s grinbelt p kmo!!!pnu kc.....inwan kmi ng na2y ku dun.....tpz ayun......anu2 n snsbi!!!anak ng pohtah!!!!!!leche tlga!!!gggrrrrr!!!ayw ku n!!!tangina!!!d n nga kmi nguusp ng baby koh!!!(if evr kmi prin.....)tpz da2gdag p lecheng kpatd ku!!!wat da heck!!!ayun...hay buhy....nhi2gh blood nnmn aku!!!shity nu!!!!kchat ku fren ng ex ku and shit asa tbi lng pla nya!!!!kaasr!!!mbbsa un ng ex ku!!asus!!!nu p b....mga kchat ku kc ngun ung mga frenz ku s sshs e...haha...kya ayun...rmi npguuspn...nu p b...cge un n....peace out!!holla!!!

Posted by jesca on May 6, 2004 at 04:47 PM | Add a Comment
May 5 (Wed)

asa oro lng me d whle day at ktxt c papa ed...hehe....wel...ayun lng....kwn2hn lng.....tska ngbanty pa aku ng aking pamngkn at mga insan e.....kc may meeting c mom wid d bir...kya d aku ksma s offce tska kya d me nkpgol...umm....2log me ng mga 3 hanggng 7!!grbe nu?!hehe....ewn ku b!!maint nmn pro hba prin ng 2log ku....ayun....pg datng ng gabi,,..nhrpan me m2log....kya mga 4 na ku n2lg....haha....laki n ng eyebgs ku!!!sbra!!!nid 2 do sumthng wid it!!ayun lng nmn....hehe
Posted by jesca on May 6, 2004 at 02:52 PM | Add a Comment
Posted by jesca on May 4, 2004 at 04:57 PM | Add a Comment
hahahahahahhaha!!!im eating again!!!cheeseburgr nmn ngun.....kktpz ku lng eat ng hot fudge sundae e.....blktd nu?!ms nauna p ung ice cream!!hahahahahah!!!umm....yum yum!!!hahahahah!!!kya mga lumlbo n me e!!!ahahahahahah!!!pchat2 lng nmn......mga frenships ku kchat ku....hehe...miz n nmin isa't-isa e......hay.......rmi n chika......to catch up on things lng.....umm....nu p b....aheheheh....nina......galng me grinbelt e.....bmli kc me ng ice cream s mcdo....ayun.....ngworry nnmn mom ku kc tgal ku dw kla may kd8 n ku!!!(which is ALA nmn TLGA!!)ala prin twla sakn mom ku kaasr!!!mgco2llge p nmn n dn aku!!!il be going on my own n by dat tym e.....hehehehehe....umm...nu p b...as usual....kchat ku nnmn c jr!!hehehe....ala lng....kwn2hn nnmn.....gnun nmn lgi eumm...knda slipy n kc busg me e!!!ahahahahahahah!!!ayun....aga me ngcng 2day kc colr codng kmi.....umm...msarp mga fud n nkain ku!!!as in msrap!!!hahaha!!!nu p b.....ayun lng!!!i2ng c jr!!!anu2 n pngssbi sakn!!!cge n...babu!!!haha!!
Posted by jesca on May 4, 2004 at 04:36 PM | Add a Comment
ei check dis out......i take the fruit quiz... no doubt its so true!! hehehe!!enjoy!! ~~http://kurokioku.net/quiz/fruit~~




I took the fruity fruit quiz

made by rav-chan

Check out which fruit you are

Currently listening to: spend my life with you- eric benet
Currently feeling: sad
Posted by jesca on May 3, 2004 at 03:39 PM | Add a Comment
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might
break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of
losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.

You can't tell your heart what to do.

It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you
don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that
other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too
much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at
all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of
rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think,



afraid of what will be


found out about us.


But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have
done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say
good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be
there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you

never got



to tell them how you felt?


(even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone


more than ever and you couldn't



have them?


*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with
all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die.
And I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid), you would be
in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as
much as I care about you, you will send this back





You might be best friends one year,



pretty good friends the next year,



don't talk that often the next,




anddon't want to talk at all the year after that.


So, I just wanted to say,


even if Inever talk to you again in my life,


you are special to me and
you have made a difference in my life,



Ilook up to you,
respect you, and
truly cherish you.


Send this to all your friends,


no matter how often you talk,


or how close you are,


and send it to the person who sent it to you.


Let old friends know you
haven't forgotten them,


and tell new friends you never will.


Remember, everyone needs a friend,



someday you might feel like you have
NO FRIENDS at all,


just remember this e-mail


and takecomfort in knowing


somebody out there cares about you
and .. always will..

I LOVE YOU!!!!


Send this to all the friends that you have...all the friends that you've lost...and to all the friends you've lost touch with...just to let them
know that you care...send this back to the person who sent it to you if
you consider them a friend as well

God is in controll of who u love so trust him for that not ur heart! don't just go after anyone put full trust and faith in God...



Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart
Posted by jesca on May 3, 2004 at 03:03 PM | Add a Comment
The Messege is
really nice!!!


If you're mad with someone , and nobody's there to fix the situation... You fix it .
Maybe today, that person still wants to be your friend . And if u don't, tomorrow can be too late .

If you're in love with somebody , but that person doesn't know... tell her/him.
Maybe today, that person is also in love with you .
And if you don't say it, tomorrow can be too late .

If you really want to kiss somebody... kiss her/him.
Maybe that person wants a kiss from you, too . And if you don't kiss her/him today, tomorrow can be too late .

If you still love a person that you think has forgetten you... tell her/him.
Maybe that person have always loved you. And if you don't tell her/him today , tomorrow can be too late.

If you need a hug of a friend... ask her/him for it.
Maybe they need it more than you do. And if you don't ask for it today, tomorrow can be too late.

If you really have friends who you appreciate... tell them.
Maybe they appreciate you as well. That if you don't and they leave or go far away today , tomorrow can be too late.


If you love your parents, and never had the chance to show them... do it .
Maybe you have them there to show them how you feel. That if you don't and they leave today , then tomorrow can be too late.

SEND THIS MAIL TO EVERY PERSON YOU CARE ABOUT , INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU. YOU'LL SEE HOW YOU'RE GOING TO KNOW THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARES ABOUT YOU , THAT YOU DIDN'T KNEW .

Forward it today... coz tomorrow can be too late...
Currently listening to: forever - damage
Currently feeling: sad
Posted by jesca on May 3, 2004 at 02:12 PM | Add a Comment
Bakit ba tuwing may "get2geder" ang mga tao,

mapa-family reunion man or

simpleng barkada gimik,

ang unang tanong sayo ay

"May boyfriend ka ba?"

at bago ka pa maka-sagot ay maririnig mo naman ang

"Bakett walaaaaaa??!"


Hayyy, kelangan ba talagang may bitbit kang boylet sa

mga occasions na ito?

Pano kung wala talaga?

Alanganamang maki-usap pa ako sa

mga "close" guy friends ko

para mag-panggap na "kami"?!

Di naman ata tama yun, dee-bah?


How I wish na sana mas maintindihan ng mga tao

na sa mga panahon ngayon

ay

"accepted" na sa society na MEDYO made-delay

ang pag-iisang dibdib ng mga kababaihan..

especially girls like me

who want to get into so many things

all at the same time.


I also wish that people would understand that

OKAY LANG AKO

and the rest of

THE SAMAHANG MALAMIG ANG PASKO...

Valentines day..

Birthday..etc.

I mean, we do get lonely once in a while..

naiingit din dun sa may mga LOVELIFE...

paminsan-minsan?

kung minsan naman ay nagmumuni sa mga

past kilig moments?

but these lonely moments

do not and will not

make our "world" stop...




Isipin nyo nalang, na kung wala kaming mga single

friends nyo,

eh di wala kayong paghihingaan ng sama ng loob

tuwing nag-aaway kayo ng boylet or girlet nyo?

wala rin kayong "instant date"

kung sakaling nangailangan kayo?...

wala rin kayong mahihila sa mall

para maghanap ng magandang regalo

for your better-half pag xmas...

o kaya pag bday nya?

at ang pinaka-mahalaga sa lahat,

wala kayong KAKAMPI

if things between you and your labidabs

don't work out.


Marami naman sa aming mga singles

ay nakaranas na rin na "ma-in-love"..

yun nga lang,

obvious ba??????????

it all didn't work out!





Pero di naman kami "bitter" o galit sa mundo?

and totoo nga nyan eh

mas lumalalim ang kahulugan ng

"love"

para sa min.

When you're all by yourself,

there's more time to reflect

and

think what you really want it life.

Mas naiisip mo kung ano ba talaga

ang makakapagbigay ng tunay na ligaya sayo...

at mas naiisip mo kung pano

matutupad ang lahat ng mga pangarap mo.

And while reflecting,

we also get to imagine that we will,

one day....

end up with someone

who will share those dreams with us.




Di naman sa nang-iinggit ako pero

masaya rin ang buhay naming mga single...

Biruin mo we can go out with anybody,

anytime..that is.

We can get into all kinds of things..

like go to the gym regularly..

or get into all kinds of sports...

or any "Self-enhancement" programs, etc...

Mejo tipid din ang buhay single

kasi la naman kaming po-problemahin tuwing

Valentines day or Christmas?

o diba ang saya?




Sa palagay ko naman ay lahat tayo ay

may karapatang sumaya ke single man

o attached ka.

I guess may kanya-kanya lang tayong

panahong lumigaya at

Diyos lamang ang makapagsasabi...

kung kelan nga dadating

and oras na yon.




So, para sa mga kasalukuyang "ATTACHED",

I wish you all the luck and happiness.

Should there be any problems,

don't forget

that your SINGLE friends

are always here for you!!!!!


Sa mga "bagong SINGLES" naman,

wag nang magmukmok!

Enjoy life....

enjoy the single life!!!

There are a lot of things that you will still discover.

At tandaan mo,

DI KA NAG-IISA!!!

madami-dami tayo..hehehehe




At dun naman sa kapwa kong mga SINGLES?

I hope that we are one in believing

that we long for someone

NOT BECAUSE WE WANT TO BE HAPPY

but we long for

someone because

we want to share our happiness with

that special person

for the rest of our lives....


Posted by jesca on May 3, 2004 at 01:34 PM | 1 comments
hay.....i2 nnmn me!!!sakt sbra ng tummy ku ngun nu!!!!ggrrrrr!!!!!! pnu kc!!!ng-fiesta kmi lst nyt ni achi s ice cream e!!!ayn 2loy!!!sakn nu!!!ngbrkst nmn me....hehe..xmpre s jabee nnmn!!!tska mah fav drink!!sprite!!!eheheh!!i2 2loy aku!!!sakt tlga sbra!!! ntxt ku n xa ngun!!!it's been 2 days n ndi ku xa ntxt e!!!ala kc me load e!!!o wel....d nmn xa ngre2p!!as usual gnun prin!!!nppgod n nga aku kkasa e!!!kkasa s ala!!!kbd3p!!! i2...ngcha2t lng me tska ngttxt....im planning n tlga 2 continue ung swimming ku e...ayun...xmpre nghhnap ng ksma....hehe...andyn nmn c papa ed e...a rily gr8 fren of mine!!!grbe!!maashn tlga!!!ayun nu p b....ummm...kchat cla jr...hano...carl...umm...un lng....gnun prin e!!!kaasr!!!d me mklbas!!!d 2loy me mkbli ng load!!!d2 lng nnmn me!!ay naku!!mmya l8 nnmn kmi uuwi kc mgeexcrcse p c mom!!!as usual...iintyin ku nnmn xa dun at mgmu2kmok nnmn aku dun!!!hehecge...gtg....bye2
Currently listening to: not today - mary j bilge
Currently feeling: sick
Posted by jesca on May 3, 2004 at 11:56 AM | Add a Comment
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